Some days I look at my life and feel like I am wasting it. And feel like I am messing it up so bad, and in those days, I cry myself to sleep.
I don’t like to think a lot about money, like why I have so little or so much, but I end up thinking about it a lot when I think of my business idea.
You see, life after graduation, is a little bit confusing, joyful, weird and full of uncertainties. I remember when I was living in Malawi, how I was not thinking about the future a lot, and at the same time I thought about the future (money) a lot. See, I love to live in the moment, in a certain season. And in that season I was there, but I couldn’t help but think about here, I mean life in few month to come, the life that I am living today. And today, guess what I am thinking about?! Life in next week!! As if it won’t come if I don’t.
Maybe I think too much, and I shouldn’t. We all know why I shouldn’t…
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own” – Matthew 6:34
But every once in a while, I think if I had money, enough money, I would open a Cake shop, that sells cakes, fruits, juices and smoothies. I even have a name for that business. I also would have opened my own online business where I sell tote bags, that are imprinted with Bible verses. For now, I just think of this. They are just in my thought.
I know the journey of life has its highs and lows, I know some days I will cry myself to sleep, for joy or for sadness. I know I have fears, and am overconfident at the same time. But here we are, for now. Just thinking.
Reminding myself all the time please, Don’t Give Up!
What about you?? What business would you start, if you had the money??